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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

title:{A nEw DaY FoR mE}

Hehe.. this is the first time i start to use a blog after so many years when i heard it from my frens...Yesterday night force myself to sleep at 11 plus after a show...in the end.. woke up at 33oam then went back to sleep again...all becoz of nervousity and afraid of oversplept.Then today morning, woke up and while brushing my teeth, suddenly feel like a shortness of breath like someone strangling me.haiz.. luckily after some time it's alright already.then took a 720am bus to school. Flipped thru my cmbio notes and then met shermaine and diyana in dover. haha... then when reached NP bus stop, cant even c karen. Then shermaine waved to me to tell me she's there. So paiseh... Haha.. then the cmbio exam.. haiz... after i came out when our usual gang are discussing the answers, realised i got many questions wrong. oh yeah.. then i finished my exam at 1030.. waiting for min to walk out of examination first.. haha saw him finish the paper long ago and is sitting there like a log... waiting for time to kick him out of the exam hall... then minutes later, after checking my paper, i looked up and saw mei mei and min left already. I turned around and looked at Karen... At first thinking whether to go out or not becoz i have never finished any paper in my whole life for so fast, still decided to go out at 1035...then realized that Karen is actually waiting for me.. haha...then after that went to Megabites to eat and supposed to study... then as usual... went to com lab and start using com...All thanks to min and Mei Mei... to have this blog... hahaha... in the end nv study much... then we were toking abt relationship...when we will get married...at wad age is suitable...After that went home... on my way home, on the train, my mind is all occupied with him...juz when the song which reminded me of him, i saw a guy exactly like him...i almost cried out.. then kept looking at him whether i am really seeing him right in front of me.Then when he went off the train at enous, he turned around and looked at me. I quickly avoided eye contact with him and he went down the train. There is a high possibility that i'll never see him again. why muz i still think abt him? I'll never bring myself to like someone anymore.Liking someone is really miserable but there are memories that should be remembered. Since young, it's like been cursed. When i liked someone , the person would never like me. So now, i have the thought that i'll never like anyone anymore... Just wait for the right one and i believed that if we are fated to meet, we would meet. Which i am hoping now. Maybe meet him while i'm walking on the street...Maybe meet him in other countries...I would leave the maybe to fate...I dont like to pin anymore hope also...becoz i have learnt my lesson when i was having my PSLE. I have high hopes that i wouold score very well for it but in the end, what i have gotten is disappoinment. Likewise to relationship. After today, there wont be any work for me. I really missed the days whereby everyone work happily together in the shop. All the best to them!!! Hope they can do really well... Then when i came home, everyone is calling me to look for my sister.. As if i know where is she now.. even the cousin that would never call me is lookin for her and even her bf... for all i know she may be in sch and she didnt even wanna pick up my phone...

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