This week is suppose to be a happy week...But it turns out to be a bad week later this week...
Monday
Ok.. I cant really remb wad i did on mon...But i noe is a public holiday and im very happy wif it as i get to rest...Went out wif family to eat for breakfast...Oh yeah..i remembered i prepared the presentation for nss for RA then i didnt save it.It was really sad.I start doing the presentation like 7pm till 10pm when my sis juz went out at 7 plus and when she came home, i juz nice completed.Then suppose to send for alyssa to see, i didnt noe which button i pressed then in the end didnt save or the com jam...Did another one and didnt even eat my dinner..Stupid com...Luckily i remembered which changes i've made and finished it fast.
Tuesday
Everyday seems busy...Early in the morning have to wake up and it's quite good because everything went off smoothly as in the bus came when i just reach the bus stop,reach the station on time and the bus to take to school came on the right time.Oh yeah...in Tampines mrt station that time i saw my dad's fren who has gotten himself a mistress and in the end divorce wif his wife.What the hell...I really enjoyed attending Kerna's lesson and i think i would know alot abt things happening in the outside world.Then stayed back for NSS make up when we did our presentation and surprisingly im not nervous...Haha...
Wednesday
Met Ayuni and min at KK and went to submit the form..Gosh...How could i be so stupid as to forget to bring my o level cert.Nvm..then went to take the NUH form..thought of signing up.Yeah..after that went back to sch...Haha...First time skip one whole day of lecture...Im really glad that when im unhappy my frens would be around for me...Then went to sing and released all my stress...Then reach home and realised my cousin's grandmother passed away which is kind of sad.I feel so bad abt it that i didnt noe that coz my phone was low batt..If i noe i would have left long ago...
Thursday
Was late for NSL lesson and i was glad that Kerna was not unhappy abt it...Massive traffic jam when accidents happen...Did presentation during NSS...I really had fun in the role play...Haha...i get to pinch ayuni's face when she "fainted"...
Friday
Was quite a long day and i was super duper tired...In Kerna's lesson, im really sad to noe that in nurses culture, they would help themselves first when it comes to some trouble...So it makes me wonder does it pay good to be kind?Well, i dun tink that it's true now.I also realised a sad thing is that a patient whom i met during attachment passed away.It thus dull my week furthermore...After sch, my dad picked me up and wanting to go to the funeral but my mum didnt wan to coz she's tired..I asked my dad the qn and he replied that i doesnt pay good to be kind..Haiz...Then went to pick my mum up and went to eat.Happen to noe that my sec sch fren are in Tampines Mall, i went to look for them after my dinner.I asked them the same qn and they said that they do not believe that it does pay good to be kind but if bad people will get their retribution...I really hate those ppl who would say sacrcastic remarks to purposely make ppl sad or angry...Would u really be happy to do that after hurting one's feelings?It's really an insensible thing to do man especially when the person didnt do anything bad to the sacarstic ppl...Why are those unhappy stuff happening to me...i have to make a decision now if not it will be dragged again...Refuse to believe the truth but the truth is the truth i cannont run away from it...Everyone has their own trouble perhaps this thing that had happen should really make me open up my eyes (although my eyes are small)
and make frens...To the hell wif ppl who hurt ppl's feelings man...They should put themselves in ppl's shoes when they treat ppl and do they wan ppl to treat the same way as how they treat them?After that still well, i dun wanna continue abt it as im already aware those ppl may happen to be the ones around us.Whatever...
Saturday
Voting day...Things that would make me happy are my family and most of my frens...When i asked my dad who he's voting for and he would say it's a secret where he heard from the radio that makes me keep laughing abt it when i thought abt it...We would make fun of him and all of us would be happy abt it...Today went to eat wif my parents and teased his eng when he said "let go"as "like go"...Haha...So had fun on the way home and for instant take my unhappiness away for a moment...I am reading abt a book recently abt Grief and grieving...It really reflects wif wad i've been thinking and there are some situations that was written in the book when i put myself in the situtations what should i do...It turn out to be the ones that i would do...it thought me how to treasure ppl around me...When someone close passed away or something sad happened, when you are supposed to cry dont try to hold back.From the book "The worst thing you can do is to stop short of really letting it out.Uncried tears have a way if filling the well of sadness even more deeply.If you have a half hour of crying to do, dont stop at 20 min.Let yourself cry it all out.It will stop on its own. If you cry till your last tear, you will feel released. " I believed it's true...Later would be going to the funeral...Try to do what i can by helping out...Alright that's all